Violent-Toast

Ahaha....I um.....nope.....final straw.....I'm fucking done.....fucking done...!!!!

Look I'll make a chatzy thing if- ....um....hmm... iF DIS JOURNAL GETS LIKE- FOUR FAVORITES! CUZ DATS ALOT OF FAVORITES MHM-

Welp.... I was lied to again.... Im practically sobbing right now but I understand now that im nothing.... You're all probably getting tired of me just.... Being this way.... But im seriously thinking of just finally ending it.... I just keep getting lied to over and over and over again and I just cant take it anymore.... I just cant do this anymore.....

Offiailly offline again....I'm not wanted or needed here and I'm sick of it...

And it fucking terrifies me on the inside. I already lost a friend because of the way I act. I can't feel anything anymore, really. Emotion-wise. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just sitting here, hopeless, the world is just moving on and here I am. A pathetic human who shouldn't have lived in the first placed. It actually feels like time is slowing a bit. I'm stuck, I just... I'm sorry. I really don't know what to do, it feels like there is nothing to do anymore.

Ahaha....I um.....nope.....final straw.....I'm fucking done.....fucking done...!!!!